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.Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ' 5:20 AM Y
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Okay, last night lichong came t t-mart t find me, he's stupid ):
So slacked until 11 plus.

So today Miss Syikin ask me t go t vp office cause she want t see me. So she's confiscating my laptop & handphone. She even check th smses , zzzz. Okay, i've got nothing t say anymore. Drop t na , im gonna say byebye t Bartley sec , Pack my bag, burn my uniform , jump down th building. Fuck it lah, why my life so miserable now, everybody fuck my life. Great, how th fuck am i suppose t meet lichong t return him his earpiece if my phone is gone? suck lah.

Knn, wa ey laobu kuah beh tio hospitalised ah, thanks ah , cb. Wah lj, kampuah dulan ah. Now i dont even enjoy going t schl lor please, last time still got like abit, knn, thanks for spoiling it ah -'-

Nowadays my mood swings very fast due t th stress.

I need t do something.

Firstly, i want t thank th ppl who tried t cheer me up & ask me t be happy :
Gina, Redhza, Andrea, Cassandra , Waileong, Lichong, Kenneth , Jiasheng , Thunder , Moomoo & so on.

Secondly, I want t say that im very stress.

Thirdly, I want t say that i'll miss my com & handphone.

Forth, I dont think i have much time left t spend w my friends, so im trying my best t stay as long as i can cause i cant bear t leave all my friends.

Lastly, i hope that my mum will recover & faster answer my call.

-You happy alr? got what you want alr? You didn know that everytime you said something bad, it'll be like bullets/needles piercing through my heart. You didn know cause you might think that im heartless. But hello, im only 14 . I have a heart, Im not heartless. You started it years ago , i tolerated, you didn know. I cried in silence , you didn know. I cried in my sleep , you didn know. I tried changing, you didn know. I told th truth, you didn know. I changed, you didn know. You didn know, you didn know. you didn know th things , yet you said things that are so hurtful. My heart's hardened. My heart's numb whenever you said those hurtful things. you didn know how hurtful it is, cause you didn know. You didn believe what i said , Because you believed that you're right. Im not what you think i am. So dont step like you know me inside out. You're just making me despise you. Enough is enough, dont overdo it.

why must i be here. Omg, tell me why. If life's so miserable, why must there be life. There's no difference between hell & earth. I know whats becoming of me, purely hopeless. Adeline, please go & die. Thanks bye.